Monday, June 18, 2007

When Confusion Reigns

I'm so confused! Nothing in my life seems to make any sense at all; nothing is concrete. I try to believe in absolutes, but life sure is sending me a lot of curve balls, "possible but not for sure"s, questions, and doubts that make it hard to think in definites. Just when I think I have something resolved, something comes up that changes everything. So, I make a decision based on the new information, and something else comes up that changes everything again. I feel like I'm in a fast-moving river and every time I grab a branch to help me out of the river, it breaks. I need someone who has a strong grip and a firm hold on solid ground to fish me out of the river.